Super heros

ok so i don't understand heroes sometimes. Well the ones they make movies and comics about. I mean i have a favorite super hero, but some things i just don't understand about them. Like why they have to make everything complicated hahaha. Why? I guess it was mostly to sell comics and movies haha but whatever. haha Why i am ranting about the Vigilantes of our comic book/ movie world is i was watching Spiderman and he wore his suit to fight crime in under his normal clothes! haha i mean that would make it extra hott wouldn't it? Well unless its in the winter then i guess you could stay warm but really why underneath the clothes? If they are super heroes can't they find a super fast way to change? hahaha just a thought i guess. Im no Louis Lane or anything. haha. I just wanted to put in my two cents i guess.

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Bucket list!!!

I have only seen parts of the movie the bucket list, but i enjoyed the idea of making a list of what may seem like impossible things and then do them.

So maybe instead of bucket list im going to call this the List of Impossible Things. hahaha

ok so im going to go backwards from idk 100 and add as i go.

100. I want to invent something. Something like... Rocket shoes!! haha that would be awesome. Maybe even something to help people who don't have a lot.

99. Create my own cartoon. I want to make a comic book of this little boy i know and his puppy. It would be like Calvin and Hobbes but different. I would be the narrator of the story and then it would be the story of when i went to baby sit him and the things he would do with his puppy.

98. Fly in a recreational airplane. I want to sore above the clouds and just feel at peace. see the world from a different view.

97. Be in a bar fight. I have just want the feeling of punching someone. hahah i know that sounds terrible but i want to actually physically punch someone and start a fight! hahaha i think it would be kinda fun and kinda not. I just want to have a scar or black eye to show "ya i punched somebody I'm tough!" haha if you catch my drift hahaha

96. Take and put back together a car. I have always thought that would be fun. I don't know how i would learn but im going to and it will be awesome!

95. Pet a tiger. haha idk if its possible but i want to pet a tiger. I have always loved bigger cats. I hate the little ones. Pet a tiger would be awesome.

94. Go on a trail Horse back ride. i haven't ridden a horse in over 4 and a half years!! I want to so bad its probably not that cool to some but i really want to go.

93. Make a music video. hahaha idk i have always thought that would be cool.

92. Kiss a love in the rain! by love i mean a boy haha I have thought it to be romantic and basically legit! haha

91. I want to go and watch a DCI competition. I love music and i can appreciate it so i would love to go see the different bands play.

90. I would love to go to a Broadway musical! it would be so fun and exciting just to see people doing what they love to do ya know?

89. Go somewhere i haven't been before and do something i haven't dared try. I don't care what it is but just go and do something totally spontaneously :)

87. Learn to surf. I know how to long board and most people say that if you can do that then surfing will come easy to you. .. i will believe that when i see it but i would love love LOVE THAT!!

86. Change someones life for the better. I want to help someone or lots of someones who are in need of help to change there look on life help someone through something tremendous in there life idk how to explain it.

85. Play a xylaphone again. Just for a few moments just to know i still can...

84. i want to hike the mountain where i injured my leg. Prove i can make it to the top and down without an injury.

Thats all i can think of right now i will add more though

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Always the friend

Have you ever been the friend?

I have. Its a pain in the rear sometimes. I mean i love helping people and i love making people happy. Its just... sometimes it would be nice to know that someone out there is going to listen to me. I know that is really selfish but i really am not selfish that much. Ha now i sound super concieded, but really i am always thinking of how to help someone and for once i want to be helped haha. I want to know that i have a friend. I want to feel like i can share all my secrets with them and they won't go blab it to the world. I Love Love Love helping people and i love telling them ways to get through things. I just don't have someone outside my family (which isn't a bad thing) who i can go to and tell about stuff. What am i going to do when my sister gets married? She will have her husband and i won't have her around anymore. Its just all stuff i have been thinking about i guess.

Im going to college, my friends are going on missions, some to college as well. What will i do when they aren't here to see or laugh with? Am i going to make new friends? Will i find someone new to share inside jokes with? Whats going to happen? hahaha I just want to know sometimes don't you?

Anyways thats all i guess

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Dream big!

Dream big and never look back.

I have never followed my dreams. I thought they were just in my head and that's where they would stay. I have a dream that is bursting at the seams. I want to take architectural, nature, and all kinds of other photos. I love taking pictures. I want to learn more. I want to travel the world and enjoy the beauty man made and the things made by our heavenly father. I have a dream of taking pictures and writing about the experiences and beauty of them. I have a dream that is bursting at the seams and I'm not going to let anyone tell me i can't follow it. Its time to follow my dreams and leave the past in the past and look toward a exciting future.

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is it illegal to make a man list?

Is it illegal to make a list of what you want in a man?

I don't think it should be if it is. I mean you don't have to even follow it! You can stray from it and add to it or simply just change it. Right? Of course right! :)

Anyways I want to make the list of the type of guy i would love to have but like i said i will probably change it like i change my status on Facebook.

ok so ...

#1. He must love dogs: I love love love dogs! They are adorable and love to cuddle and just seem to know when you are down and come to make it all better. They are like walking teddy bears! Its great!

#2. Great taste in music: Music is one of my weaknesses. Its like if i were a hero and my enemy wanted to know my weaknesses this would be one of them. It has to be good music though. Some sort of beat, good voice, some instrument, NO SCREAMING!, uh.. i don't necessarily like rap, but if its like consistent and i can understand the dude i will listen to it. Ya so good taste in music is a must.

#3. Play some sort of instrument: Like i said above I LOVE MUSIC! ha i would love it if the guy i find could play an instrument. Its ok if he doesn't i have an instrument i can play to serenade him haha but if he could What kind? any kind as long as he can play well or well enough to play at least a full song im super set. I just like watching people play its extraordinary! Imagine if you will a man playing the piano. Then comes a soft trumpet, followed by a violin or something. They start to harmonize with each other and it just sounds amazing! Can you hear it? i can and i would love to date a guy that could do something like that.

#4. Sing: I would love a guy that could play an instrument and serenade me! Again if not its totally fine this is just a what if senario. It doesn't have to be like a amazingly beautiful voice but one that i can here and enjoy hearing it. haha. I would just like to be idk sitting somewhere and then my dear sweet guy comes and just sings to me. Like maybe this is how it goes he is making music one night and then BAM! something hits him and he just can't wait for me to hear it. So then he comes and finds me and sings it to me. Like it was for me! ya know? Anyways singing would be lovely :)

#5. Must smell good: Oh man it is soooo important to me that you smell good. Ok so if i take time to shower, shave , put deodorant on, and spray my self with perfume. Then the guy should too! oh dear is that important! Oh and brush your teeth! If you think that your breath is rank pop a mint in your mouth or something so i don't have to smell it. Now i know thats harsh and im not going to be like "dang boy you stink!" but just to be idk courteous smell good. Thats all i ask haha

#6. NO RATED R MOVIES: OK here is my sh peal about rated R movies. I will date a guy that watches them but if you expect me to go with you to one or sit in the same room as you when you are watching one you are seriously mistaken. There are maybe two or three that i have seen and they have been on TV and i didn't know they were rated R until after it was over. So please think. i mean is it really worth it to go see some dude and or chick nude on a big screen? Is it really necessary to have cut off heads shown and blood and guts everywhere? idk to me thats just dumb. so ya no R movies.

#7 Must fit: What i mean by Must Fit is if he were to come up behind me and pull me into his arms i would fit. I don't want to feel to big for him or to tiny i want to be just right. I want to be the right size that when his arms wrap around me and he pulls me close that i feel comfortable, safe, warm, and all the above. I want to feel like i belong. does that make sense?

#8. Personality: He needs to be a goof. haha not as much as a goof as me but enough that he makes me laugh. I still want to have serious conversations and spiritual ones etc. but i want to laugh and i want him to love my laugh so much to the point that he can't stop smiling and or laughing because im laughing. I want to know that i can have fun and enjoy this guys company. I need someone who will talk. ha none of this i don't know what to say crap! You should be able to keep a conversation if you want to hang with this chikitita. So basically i want someone who will make me laugh, will hold his own in a conversation, will say more then one word in a conversation, and will be able to have serious moments and spiritual moments.

9. Old Movies: I love old movies!!! They just are amazing. This guy whoever he is needs to at least have seen a couple old movies and have enjoyed them to really get on my good side. hahaha. If he really wants to get my attention he will be able to quote my favorite older movie. which is "Singing In The Rain."

Well for now thats as far as i have gotten haha i will edit it more when i can think straight and its not 11:54 in the evening :)

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they don't get me ha

I often think of random things at random moments in random settings with random people. Sometimes i don't know these people, sometimes i even ramble when trying to start a conversation, and sometimes there is even that moment when i ramble about random things that no one quite understands. I just don't think many people get me. Its taken my family well all my life to figure me out, and my life isn't over yet. I may come up to you and say " Hi my name is Kelsey im sure i haven't met you yet, whats your name? what is your favorite color? do you play the piano? Do you like to party? What is an elephant doing in your pajamas?" ... and etc. Yes some may say this is the ramblings of a psycho person. Some think its quite hilarious, others just down right weird. So i ask you do you get me? haha i didn't think so. What im trying to get at here is that don't be offended if you are talking to me and i go off on a random subject. I can't control my brain. well i can but for some reason i missed the class about how to shut your yap when someone else is talking. Well and the class about how to control your filter, and how to use caution when brain is at high speed. You know what i basically missed the "Brain classes" all together haha. Moving on.... I'm random thats just all there is too it. If you can't handle the heat get out of the kitchen. In this case if you can't handle the Kelsey get out of the kitchen. :)

This is all haha for now

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The lovely police station!

The police station here in Bakersfield is one of the nicest ones i have been too. I haven't really been to many but its pretty nice. I have a question that i have been pondering though. Do all police men have to have massive mustaches? I saw maybe five that had big mustaches. Not that they aren't cool cause they are but i'm just curious if its required that you grow one?

Anyways you must be wondering why i went to the police station. Well two punks decided to take my sisters truck while we were away at a wedding in Sin City. They had found it and we had gone to pick up a release form to take to the Jim's toeing place where it was being held hostage. It comes to our number and we go up there and find out that we don't need a release form. They were very nice there so we weren't frustrated about it. We then make our way to Jim's Toeing. When we get there the nice man takes us out to see the truck. We cross our fingers hoping for the best. When we get to the truck it turns out they destroyed the ignition, left oil all over the place, took all of her information out of the glove box, all of her cleaning supplies out from behind her seats, and ran into a poll. This did not make me happy. My sister has gone through so much these past months and did not deserve this. My sweet sister starts to cry and unlike me she says i will not blame god. wow i don't blame god but i sure as heck as why it happens to me. she didn't do either she just cried it out and asked what she could do to fix it. Thats why i love her, and her influence in my life.

So this goes out to the idiots that took my sisters car. You took from the wrong people. You should know not to piss off a red head. If i find you i will make your life a living nightmare. Not physically but mentally. If i ever catch you trying again i will make sure you are dragged to prison and don't get out for a long time. When you do i will put you on the biggest guilt trip of your life you will be begging to go back to prison. Who ever you are you deserve to pay for all the damage and all the repairs for her truck. capiche?

Thus the end of this post

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