As i sit listening to the trees as they creak and crack back and forth through the wind, i remember days like these when nothing was impossible. I remember a time when i was little where on sunny days we would lay out a blanket and look up at the clouds. "What do you think that shape is kels?" my sister would say with her finger pointing straight to the sky as if the cloud would not move from our site, like it was caught and couldn't go without our permission. "I don't know Jess , maybe a turtle?" i said as i continued to stare trying to see what she saw. "no'' she said " that is no ordinary cloud. That is the stuffing from Heavenly fathers pillow." I continued to stare at the cloud as it changed and moved with thee earth, and started to see the little cotton like edges. I couldn't believe my eyes! how had she seen such a beautiful thing from these clouds? to us small children this was a breakthrough.

I continue to listen to the trees and look up to a new sky i see the stuffing of heavenly fathers pillow and remember that he made it for me. this beautiful sky that changed almost instantly infront of me was made by a loving heavenly father, who when we look to the sky tugs at our heart strings to let us know he loves us. He knew what we would enjoy ( i like to believe anyways) and all he wants is for us to be happy and to know of his love. What better way than to show us these beautiful sceneries every day. All we have to do is look around us.

tippey barks to draw me out of my tranz and i return from the skys to the world below, curious as to what other little kids or adults were looking at the clouds thinking of all sorts of great things to describe the clouds.

poly pocket/ little tiny dolls

Ok so i was sitting in church today and i was surprised at what i saw when sacrament meeting started. In front of me with glistening legs,arms and forehead, perfectly molded body and hair; sat a little polly pocket! I could not believe my eyes! i thought they had totally gotten rid of those. i continue to stare at this little girls polly pocket and watch her struggle to put on the clothes for this doll here lies my dilemma.

Why the heck did they make it so dang impossible to put on the polly pockets clothes!! I mean they made the dolls legs super skinny to make it some what possible but then they wouldn't make it any further then the dang hips! then you have to struggle like crazy to get the skirt or pants on. So i think they should just make either the slits bigger or the legs and arms slicker to get the dang dolls clothes on haha

thats all kelsey out :D

Super heroes get super duper happy why can't normal people

This is my normal ,yet very super, boyfriend. Isn't he just so handsome. ok i admit .. im a little biased.

He is a hero of mine. Any normal human being can feel like a super hero i think and since they get to have the super powers and be super duper happy, why can't we normal people be "super'' happy too.

When i say super happy and tie it into super heroes i mean it to be more like SUPER HAPPY!!!! i also imagine sparkling lights and up on a bilboard for some reason like shining uber bright and blinding driving cars that happen across its subtle path. kinda like this

haha anyways why i am talking about all this mumbo jumbo about being uber super duper happy is that i have found this amazing guy and he makes me super happy! then all the thoughts of super heroes and how they are "super" happy popped into my head and the Theater marque and now this blog post.

oh and look at this picture hah it even shows my super happiness.

haha ok ok im done i just love this man so much i thought i would share my little take on how SUPER DUPER UBER happy he makes me feel.

kelsey out

What is this feeling so sudden and new?

Love... Its the word we all want to say to someone but are scared to even utter the four letters. Love is the one thing that can conquer all.

When you read a fairy tale you don't expect the witch to get away with posioning the princess. You expect the princess to find love and that if the prince were to just kiss the now dying and in dyre need of a hospital, princess that she will have a miraculous recovery and they will live happily ever after. Right? Isn't that what we all invision love to be?

I believe that there is this love out there. That one person can love another so much that just by believing and having faith in the other person they can accomplish anything together. I mean look at some of the couples around you today. The couples i think of arent famous to the world but famous to me.

There is my parents who even the toughest of times have come through them.

they keep close by eachother and face the problem head on. By doing this it made them stronger, and more in love with with one another then before. They even work together as a team to accomplish the day to day responsibilities and still keep a smile on their face for us kids. They are strong and courageous and deserve a medal for putting up with us four girls.

Then there is my sister and her fiance. They have been waiting for a year now to get married in the temple and it has not been easy. They have been through hoops and when told how high they jumped even higher. They are fighters. They have the best exuse to turn from eachother and fight and to just give up trying but they don't because of the love they have for each other they are fighting as hard as they can to stay worthy to enter into the lords house to be sealed for time and all eternity, to live forever in love.

Can you imagine a world without love? I can't. Even if i could it would be an image i could not look at for long. I love a man named Patrick. He is all i could have asked for and more. I cant tell you the place i was in before i met him, all i know is i don't want to go back. I have found my little piece of heaven and im not going to let him go. He is my light when in the darkness, my warmth when all the world is cold, he is my shield from all things terrifying , he is my strength when i feel week, he is my shoulder to cry on and he has my heart and always will. I am forever in his debt and am his for as long as he will have me. I love him. Without that love i would be lost and confused. I believe in fairy tales and i know that there is such a thing as happily ever afters all we have to do is believe in them.

kelsey signing off

changed for the better

Recently my life has gone on a roller coaster ride of changes.

First i have started and almost finished school. The heck-tick scheduling, managing of time, late nights with the LDS coffee in hand to keep me full and focused on whats at hand, and the ever so lovely early mornings the next day with an amazingly quick nap in class.

Second my bffitwww which translates into (my best friend forever in the whole wide world) who happens to also be my sister, is getting married. She couldn't have chosen a better man. He brings her flowers , comes just to see her laughs at her intelligent remarks with an added i love you babe. They are the sweetest couple and are truly perfect for each other and i couldn't be more ecstatic for them.

Third 2 of my best friends have now gone to different areas of the country and world to teach the gospel. They have grown up so much its unbelievable. im so proud to be their friend and to have seen them grow to the men they are today. The world is in for a treat with these men at hand, one is strong willed, determined to do what is right, and has a love for those in need. The other courageous , withstands temptations and laughs in the sight of them, he loves the people he serves and will continually show you his love for the gospel.

Fourth my 2nd bffitwww is going to be able to go on his mission and has changed so much

himself and only for the better.My dear sweet friend his kelso like, forest gump loving, yoda impersonating , fun loving, four-wheel driving, kind hearted friend has also grown to heights i always knew he could. Im so happy for him and happy of the path he has chosen to follow. He has impacted my life in ways he will never know. He will always be my bffitwww and i can't wait till the day i see him all dressed up in a suit preparing himself to go on his mission something he has worked hard for and deserves. It will be a sight that i could not and will not miss. It will be a sight indeed.

kelsey out

Friends

Sometimes i wish that things didn't have to change. I know they all happen for a reason. I know they usually are important reasons but right now i don't like it i guess. My institute teacher said that when we are going through the trial its hard and we complain, but when we finally see the light we jump for joy and thats when we trust in the lord. I trust the lord and all that he is doing for my benefit. I just didn't think about the out come.
I have moved 9 times in my life and each time was hard but grew into a magnificant testimony builder. I loved each and everyone of my friends that i made, and was equally as sad when we lost touch. I know that was also for a reason. Well it is the tenth move and all my friends are moving on as am i. I just thought that this time it would be different. That this time i wouldn't have to work as hard to keep intouch. That i wouldn't miss them all as much as i do. Don't get me wrong the move is great and i have met lots of people, but i still love those old friends to. Its just hard to see us growing further apart then i expected.

I had a friend at institute sitting next to me and we were in a deep conversation when her best friend came in. There was much comotion and hugging haha. I thought of how most of my best friends are 300 or more miles away and how much i wished they were there at that moment to share a funny joke or to just laugh together.

Now as life goes on i know i will make different friends and new best friends. That doesn't mean i don't love,hope and pray that i can keep the old forever.

hahaha that is all
ps i don't care if anyone reads this its just an easy way to express my opinions

What the heck?!?

Please tell me why THE THREE STOOGES is in the action area at best buy? haha did someone put it there by accident? or is it simply there because whoever was putting the movies out thought it to be action? I don't know the answers to these questions but seriously i will quote a friend "the only thing that is action about THE THREE STOOGES is that they do there own stunts." haha that is all

kelsey out