Friends

Sometimes i wish that things didn't have to change. I know they all happen for a reason. I know they usually are important reasons but right now i don't like it i guess. My institute teacher said that when we are going through the trial its hard and we complain, but when we finally see the light we jump for joy and thats when we trust in the lord. I trust the lord and all that he is doing for my benefit. I just didn't think about the out come.
I have moved 9 times in my life and each time was hard but grew into a magnificant testimony builder. I loved each and everyone of my friends that i made, and was equally as sad when we lost touch. I know that was also for a reason. Well it is the tenth move and all my friends are moving on as am i. I just thought that this time it would be different. That this time i wouldn't have to work as hard to keep intouch. That i wouldn't miss them all as much as i do. Don't get me wrong the move is great and i have met lots of people, but i still love those old friends to. Its just hard to see us growing further apart then i expected.

I had a friend at institute sitting next to me and we were in a deep conversation when her best friend came in. There was much comotion and hugging haha. I thought of how most of my best friends are 300 or more miles away and how much i wished they were there at that moment to share a funny joke or to just laugh together.

Now as life goes on i know i will make different friends and new best friends. That doesn't mean i don't love,hope and pray that i can keep the old forever.

hahaha that is all
ps i don't care if anyone reads this its just an easy way to express my opinions