Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Memorie keeper

I have this tendency to retain memories. The good and ... the bad. Sometimes they are really really great memories. When they are it usually involves something else. Like say a song, every song i have has a memorie tied to it. Some are from grand adventures and some are from the worst heart aches and breaks i have had. You would think a normal person would get rid of them and return to the normal life they pretend to lead. I can't. For some reason i have to hold on to these little trinkets and songs etc. until i burst into flames from how angry i am, or even run out of water from how long i have cried etc. Whatever i am given i hold dear. yes if it is nasty and old i will throw away and right down the memorie of it so i have it always. Im not a horder. I guess you could say im a sort of memorie keeper.

Take this for example , my friend Ordan Smith gave me his longboard out of the kindess of his heart, well and i sucked so i needed something to practice on, and sadly i had to take the old wheels off. so what i did was kept this one wheel that was chipped and now have it in this cool case where i can look at it and remember the funny storie behind it. I still have the board too and that is an amazing storie in and of it self. So you can see i do have memories tied to little trinkets. If you doubted, which you should never doubt a red head. Its a known fact.

Another example is this flower i got from another guy i just found it in the book i was reading when he gave it to me. It was dried out and flat but still brought back a good and bad memorie as well.

Even though they are good/bad memories it doesnt make the people bad/better i still care about the people that gave me these memories and they are wonderful people. They have taught me lessons that i needed to learn and that is why i think i am a memorie keeper. I keep the good and the bad. I keep the lessons learned and the lessons yet to be taught. I do have my ups and downs just like anyone. Sometimes they are easy and sometimes there hard but if i can get through them anyone can.

this is kelsey signing off!
I have always wanted to do that hahah

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