Friends

Sometimes i wish that things didn't have to change. I know they all happen for a reason. I know they usually are important reasons but right now i don't like it i guess. My institute teacher said that when we are going through the trial its hard and we complain, but when we finally see the light we jump for joy and thats when we trust in the lord. I trust the lord and all that he is doing for my benefit. I just didn't think about the out come.
I have moved 9 times in my life and each time was hard but grew into a magnificant testimony builder. I loved each and everyone of my friends that i made, and was equally as sad when we lost touch. I know that was also for a reason. Well it is the tenth move and all my friends are moving on as am i. I just thought that this time it would be different. That this time i wouldn't have to work as hard to keep intouch. That i wouldn't miss them all as much as i do. Don't get me wrong the move is great and i have met lots of people, but i still love those old friends to. Its just hard to see us growing further apart then i expected.

I had a friend at institute sitting next to me and we were in a deep conversation when her best friend came in. There was much comotion and hugging haha. I thought of how most of my best friends are 300 or more miles away and how much i wished they were there at that moment to share a funny joke or to just laugh together.

Now as life goes on i know i will make different friends and new best friends. That doesn't mean i don't love,hope and pray that i can keep the old forever.

hahaha that is all
ps i don't care if anyone reads this its just an easy way to express my opinions

What the heck?!?

Please tell me why THE THREE STOOGES is in the action area at best buy? haha did someone put it there by accident? or is it simply there because whoever was putting the movies out thought it to be action? I don't know the answers to these questions but seriously i will quote a friend "the only thing that is action about THE THREE STOOGES is that they do there own stunts." haha that is all

kelsey out

Want and need.

why is it that when you want something you can never have it? Then if you need it its like BOOM YES! you can have it.
when you want it You can't help but plead and plead with your parents or your little Giminy cricket to let you have it,yet they still say its not for you. I hate this! Especially the little Giminy cricket telling me no. haha its ridiculous!
OK so its like this i have two cookies i want to eat. One is put together, sweet, has lots of chocolate to make my taste buds water, <-- haha, bakes well,still has some getting used too,and comes out a super ultimate delicious cookie. The second is still a fantastic cook still in its cookie dough stages still sweet and chocolaty but is almost missing an ingredient , but is always there for me when i need a comfort food. I want both of the cookies but one is super sweet and delicious, and two is too but two is still so far away from being baked? Do i NEED two cookies right now? no so Mr.Giminy cricket tells me i don't need one and really i don't but that doesn't mean i don't at least want one cookie. If that wasn't a perfect way to say that i don't know what is. haha

What describes me. :)

hahaha this is definitely the ultimate description of my true self. NO makeup, NO cute hair, and in my pajamas. I really don't care what people think of how i dress haha i will dress how i want to and not wear makeup if i don't want too. I also like pulling funny faces and making people laugh. If it offends you ha don't look. This is me and this is who i am! :)

A place i have been!

The beach! i mean who couldn't love the beach? hahaha its great! the sand between your feet, the sea breeze, the sound of the waves hitting the shore. It the best place to go to when you need a vacation. You can never go wrong with the beach. It will be there tomorrow to welcome you again.

Habit i wish i didn't have.

A habit i wish i didn't have is Biting my nails when im nervous.. hahah well i bite them whether im nervous or im not but its something i wish i didn't do. Especially when the ladies at the nail place look at your nails and at you say something in Chinese and then tell you how horrible they are and how nasty a habit it is. haha Ya so i guess i should stop, but ... it will be hard . haha but ya thats it.. :)

kelsey signing off

Day # 3 :)

We have been friends for idk MY WHOLE LIFE!! hahaha i love her to death and we party hardy all the time. We are always ourselves. hahaha that is all i can't really describe how awesome she is hahaha