well this past week seemed like a dream. I went to Vegas to see some friends and see a friend get married. While i was there chill-in like a villan, it seemed like i had never left. It seemed as though i had gone back in time, but without all the stupid fights and drama. I felt like i hadn't left. I don't know how to explain it. All i know is that it was like i was in a dream. I was hanging out with the old gang, and we were doing what we used to do and i don't know it just seemed like nothing had changed. Like i hadn't moved and Ordan hadn't moved and like i was seventeen again. It was so crazy! I felt so immature and so young and so relaxed and like i was physically still there with my best friend in the whole world and nothing had changed. I'm glad nothing did change but it still felt a little off. Like someone was giving me a second chance. Like someone was trying to tell me this is where, who, and what i was supposed to be doing. Like a three day dejavu. I miss it already. I miss just being able to be myself in front of people who don't care what i act like and they still love me it was like being with my family. I loved it so much. I love Bakersfield don't get me wrong. Its just i know how to and be myself around my friends in Vegas, and they know who i am and love that. Here in Bakersfield some people are like that but i guess they just don't quite understand the ways of Kelsey. I guess I'm not quite letting anyone in either. I'm so confused right about Bakersfield, but when i went to Vegas i knew what was right and what was wrong. I don't know its weird.

well thats all

This is kelsey and im signing off have a good night! :)